Nobody should tell you how to feel.
When you feel sad, or tearful, cry. When you feel elated, enjoy the euphoria. When you amused, laugh will total abandon. When you feel reflective and quiet, it’s ok to stay in your shell.
Nobody ever walks in your shoes. That is your exclusive domain. Shut out the world, and focus on embracing your state of mind. Follow your heart, go with the flow, and enjoy the journey.